I blank to cook

I HATE to cook. There. I said it.
Hate, hate, HATE it! I'm ashamed of that fact. I mean what Mom actually hates to cook for her family? And not only do I hate to cook, I hate any kind of food preparation. The planning, the shopping, the making. Loathe it entirely. Awful, I know. What mother hates to feed her kids? It's just wrong. Very wrong. I feel so sorry for my family all the time!!
This year's resolution is to make real meals, and set the table properly, and have feed my family, darn it!! I'm going to cook and I'm going to like it!! I'm going to turn my "I hate to cook" into "I love to cook". ...Well maybe into "I like to cook"...
Who am I kidding. I would be happy with "I grit my teeth and bear cooking because my family deserves it". I can do at least that, right?